Thursday 22 October 2015

How I am settling back in

Lots of people have been wondering what I have been up to since my return to Trinidad, and how I feel about being back. To answer the second part, I have mixed emotions. As you can tell from my last post, I got really close to a lot of people in Grenada - people that, up until two years ago, I didn't even know they existed! But now I am no longer a daily part of their lives, and, as happy as I am to reconnect with my friends and family here, I still miss my Grenadian peeps. And let's not talk about the lack of traffic and fear of crime and the beautiful beaches...

Last dip in Grand Anse, the breeding ground for starfish :)
I attended two funerals in my first four days back home. I am glad that I made it back to support my family in their time of need. The funerals also served as a good place for reunions :)

Liming with cousins after my uncle's funeral
At home, I have been busy with housework duties since Mummy is out of the country for a few months. This has been quite an adjustment, especially since our house here is at least three times bigger than my apartment in Grenada. And let's just say that thousands of ants, and not a few spiders, are wishing that I stayed in Grenada...
Bedroom cupboard ready for packing
Sweet potato casserole, stewed chicken and red beans
Kitchen cupboard freshly organised
I have also been able to spend some time getting reacquainted with the children who I left behind. The children who attend the Homework Center and Bible Club in my community were very happy to have me back. Some had graduated and are now going to 'big school'; there were also some new faces and names that I had to learn. Please pray for more volunteers so we could more effectively support these children in their academic and spiritual development.

Full house at Bible Club on my first Friday back
Helping Primary School children with their homework
And then there were those who were just babies when I left, or who had not even been born...

They were just a couple months old when I left...
Meeting  Baby Shalom 
I have also been able to reconnect with my friends from church, and also to play tour guide for friends from Grenada who were visiting here :)

Surprise lime for a friend from church
Nadia got the tour of South
Apart from these activities, I am also volunteering with ISCF Trinidad, Is There Not A Cause (preparing for a relief trip to Dominica in November) and Ekklesia Ministries (preparing for Carnival camp in February), so I don't have much time to be bored :) I'm not as involved as I was two years ago, because I'm not sure how long I will be here for, and I don't want to over commit myself. I'm still seeking God's clear direction about the next step He would have for me to take, so you can join me in prayer in that regard.

To all who I haven't seen as yet and would like to see me, you know where I live (or you can call to get directions ;)

Thursday 8 October 2015

A September to remember

I must say that during my last two weeks in Grenada, I was totally BLOWN AWAY by the expressions of love and appreciation that I received from those who have become my Grenadian family! I can't remember any other time in my life when I was showered with so many gifts, and had so many people crying over me... it was like a combination of a wedding and a funeral LOL

It first started with a farewell organised just for the ISCF students. The Board knew that I may not be able to visit all the schools "one last time" before I left, so they organised an event to bring together the students from all the different schools, so the students could have an opportunity to share their tributes.

It was a lovely event, with 27 students from 5 schools coming out to share words of appreciation for my contributions to restarting the work of ISCF Grenada. They spoke about how I believed in their worth, even when they doubted themselves, always encouraging them. Some of the sponsors and volunteers also spoke of how they appreciated my faithfulness in serving the movement, and motivating the students and living a consistent lifestyle.

What was most touching were the gifts given by the students. They gave what they had, and I know it was from their heart. Those who had the means bought beautiful gifts; those who didn’t gave generously of what they had – their talents (dancing) and abilities (writing and painting) and whatever tokens they could find to express their gratitude. I really felt the love!

The next day I hosted a Children's Lime at my home, for all my friends who had children. At one point or the other, they would have come by me, either for a meeting or for a social event, and they really enjoyed playing on the swings and slide in the yard, so I decided to get them all together for their final play date :)

After having fun on the slides, we went inside where they put on a mini concert for me. There were poems, songs and dances. We played some more games and had some snacks - it was a wonderful afternoon of fun and laughter.

Later that week, I hosted a sleepover for some of my friends who welcomed me with open arms when they first met me and included me in their activities, and some of them ended up being a great support to the ministry as well. Whenever we get together, there is a loud of scandalous laughter, so we warned our upstairs neighbours :) We made pizza and talked and laughed and prayed and worshiped - it was a lovely and enjoyable evening with my FamZ.

In planning my official farewell ceremony from ISCF Grenada, the Board members deliberated for a while about the format it should take until one person who knows me well said, what about a beach lime? The idea was warmly embraced and as such, many of the supporters of ISCF Grenada joined together on Saturday 26th August for my official send off.

Many persons worked tirelessly to ensure that the event was a success. Calls were made to invite persons, food was lovingly prepared, a sound system with DJ was set up - they really made a commendable effort to facilitate a wonderful time of food, friends and fellowship.



After filling our bellies, it was time for the tributes. It was humbling to hear the tributes of the impact I had in Grenada after two years of service. Apart from my involvement in ISCF Grenada, some friends shared of how they were enriched by our friendship. I give God all the glory for the using me to bless so many lives, and I am grateful that I was able to hear these testimonials while I was still around to appreciate them!






I was overwhelmed with all the tokens that were given as expressions of thanks, not just during the event, but even afterwards: souvenirs from Grenada, store bought and hand made gifts - each one acting as a reminder of friendships formed. Thank God for my two Trini family members who had come up that weekend with just a carry on, and so were able to help me take all my gifts back home!


The next day was supposed to be another beach lime with two friends. To my surprise, it turned out to be a big lime with another crew that I have been rolling with since I came to Grenada! They planned all this without my having a clue what was going on - a major feat in itself :)


There was a table laden with all manner of Sunday food, and another full with desserts and drinks. We shared another wonderful time of feasting, followed by more tributes and a beautiful gift which captured memories of our times together. There was enough time for a final beach bath as we treasured our last moments (for now) in Grenada together.

Apart from these big limes, there were a few friends who made a special effort to share one last (for now) meal or memory with me: a Sunday lunch, an evening dinner, an afternoon beach bath until sunset, and one final sleep over at my apartment. I appreciate all these expressions of love, and will miss you all very much.

During my last few days I was also able to visit some of the schools which I had been working with for the past two years. Many of the students asked if I really had to go. At one school, they held a special meeting in my honor, with songs and poems and tributes. At another school, I was presented with a lovely array of Grenadian souvenirs. I truly felt the love.
When I agreed to move to Grenada, I did not expect that I would fall in love with the people and the country as much as I did. It certainly has a very special place in my heart, and I thank God for giving me the opportunity to serve there, and for the beautiful people He brought into my life. Some of them made the early morning trek to the airport to bid me farewell (no tears this time though - it was too early in the morning for that :)

Will I miss Grenada? Of course I will! But that is not a good enough reason to stay. As I shared with someone who asked why I didn't stay, there is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens... a time to weep and a time to laugh... a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing... a time to keep and a time to throw away.

I will always treasure my memories of the experiences over the past two years, and I must say a heartfelt THANK YOU to all who made this ministry possible, and who made my stay in Grenada such a wonderful experience.